I wish I could ...

i wish i could sleep

and dream u in my arms

but the agony in my heart 

keeps me awake                                                          

i wish i was alone

and could feel your presence

but the pain in my heart

surrounds me

i wish it was perfect silence

and i could hear your lips

but my heart cries

and fills my ears

and i wish i could hate my heart

for all this

but then it is the place

where you will lie forever